Saturday, January 22, 2011

FUNNIEST VIDEO IN THE WORLD

These are the funniest video I personally have ever seen!
Funny Cats

Bizkit the Sleepwalking Dog

When Cats Pray
No matter how many times you watch them you can't quit laughing

Friday, January 7, 2011

Relaxing Day in a Dangerous State with a Contradicting Boyfriend :3

You know, Arkansas isn't really as lovely as commercials says it is. Just trees and leaves and trees and leaves and trees. Its just really lonely. Some may like living in the country but not me. I want to live with people in a town. Being alone in the country for 6 years really takes it's toll on your social life. If I couldn't die from a tick bite I would go walking through the forest in our back yard, ride my boyfriends horses with him in the Spring, Summer, and Fall, go out back and draw the animals and everything around them. Walking anytime of the year is out of the question because of the dogs roaming up and down the gravel roads. All in all, instead of "majestic and beautiful", Arkansas is "menacing and dangerous." Also, the local saying really screws up the fun; "When you don't like the weather in Arkansas, wait five minutes."
   It is supposed to sleet tonight then warm up during the day then snow Sunday night through Monday morning. 
 Also, today was a make up day for the semester exams so nobody was counting absences. Therefore, I stayed in the school library all day. Hayden had to take a make up test for Fifth period and after he finished it he spent the rest of the day with me in the library. Our friend EBay was there and he brought his guitar so we had fun making odd songs. Every now and then he would go away for a little while Hayden and I cuddled on the loveseat Mrs. Meyers (the librarian) put in there. It was a great day of relaxation and peace. I hope that more days like this will come before Hayden graduates and leaves for Canada (if the college he applied for accepts him). I know it is terrible of me but I really hope they deny him. At the same time I want him to be accepted so he could follow his dream. If I could have it my way, I would want him to at least wait for me to graduate so I could go to Canada with him. As he said yesterday to one of the girls in the library "Your twenties are your wild years. You should live them up." Personally, I think it is best. A well credited college will more likely accept a twenty-something year old rather than a eighteen year old. He only plans to stay a year there but then go straight to Hollywood to begin his career. Now back on what he said yesterday, who agrees with me that he is contradicting himself??? 

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Is It Just Me?

Hullo again! If anybody reads my blogs, my speech today went better than usual. I got to hold a baby today! She was so cute! She babbled and squealed and everything! I spent a little more time with Hayden than usual today... which I`m not so sure I should have done. It kindof made me feel ignored. We were in the library and he was talking to one of his buddies (which I don`t mind at all about) and they were having a great time. He was sitting next to the chair I was in and I leaned back and started playing on my phone while he talked to his friend. He asked me to sit next to him so I did. He put his arm around me and kissed me and began talking again. I felt a bit closer to him then. I started listening to their conversation about making Hayden`s friend sick and how funny it was (just cuz of the face he makes XD). At one point there was a small pause so I tried to say something and in the middle of my sentence they started talking again. Well, I guess that`s OK. He took his arm out from around me and leaned forward to demonstrate something and I watched. It was quite funny actually. Well, they continued talking then when I wanted to say something regarding the conversation, Hayden began talking over me even though he heard me talking. I looked at him and it was like he didn`t even recognize I was there. I put the theory to the test and got up to walk away. I told the girl siting next to Hayden`s friend, "Watch him not even notice." And as I suspected, he didn't notice until I was a good distance away, then he just looked at me for a split second (could have been someone around me he was looking at. Not sure.) then turned back around. I stayed away for the rest of the period and came back to get my stuff when the bell rang. He noticed I was gone at some point cuz he had my bags in his hand. He handed them to me then started walking out with the friend he was talking to and another friend. If they hadn't parted with him walking out the door he wouldn't have noticed that he had left me behind. Walking to class he quickly kissed me, told me he loved me, and walked off. Is he mad at me or is this just the typical man? It's kindof worrying me.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Hihi!

Well I guess this is my first post. I've never had a blog before >w<. Well I guess if a blog is like an online open diary then I might as well make this one include my life up till now.
 I guess we can start when my life took a turn towards the worst. I got Rocky Mountain Spotted Back Tick Fever but the hospital we went to kept saying that it was a normal fever and should have gone away shortly after. Finally when my fever was at a critical point(105F)i went back and they finally found a Rocky Mountain Spotted Back Tick on the crown of my head. After removing it I spent weeks in the hospital with doctors that weren't careful with my IV and cafeteria food. Now, even though my Mother has us living in the middle of the woods, if I am ever bitten by another one of these ticks I will die. 
Now onto the less dramatic parts of my life. Through kindergarten I was really cute with long blond hair, thin body, and bright blue eyes. Then, from first through eighth grade, I couldn't keep my weight under control and I couldn't keep up with make-up. When I finally entered High School I saw a new opportunity to change who I was. I quit wearing just boot-cut jeans and t-shirt and began wearing tutus over my skinnyjeans, and layering my shirts with matching hoodies. Gradually I grasped my weight and went from a size XL to M and size 13 pants to 9. As soon as I began wearing feminine clothing I wanted my curves to fit my clothes and I saw something to work towards to benefit myself rather than others. That way I could look good in the clothes I like. Now that I am a Sophomore I am a full original. I wear lolita dresses and cosplay to school. Thursday I have a speech for my Oral Communication semester exam and I am doing it over the Decora style. Therefore I am wearing a thousand little pink, purple, and blue clippies attached to the rips in my pink skinnyjeans, a Pink HK Tshirt, a long blue sweater, and my pink and white....errrr whats-their-name shoes. I will have my hair in ponytails and bunches of headbands and clippies in my bangs. I'll be sure to take a picture and post it when I can. Oh, this month has been the ninth month I've been with my wonderful boyfriend Hayden. I'm so happy!